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first week of sports 08-24-05 23:02
i hate the first week of sports...i have been to water polo for two days and can not bend my arms at all, lift them over my head and if i bend over or sit down on the ground it takes me a minute to stand up right. it hurts so much...i can't wait for the week to be over with.
Dreams 08-10-05 19:22
This is a little random but my mother interupted me sleep cycle to get me up for swimming and for some reason i remembered setting my bike to the 4th gear thing. so i was riding to practice excpecting to feel some resistence. The dream had felt so real, more like a memory. But i looked and it hadn't moved. i keep having these "memories" that didn't happen, but my subconscience made up..crazy stuff...
stuff-venting 08-08-05 16:08
I have a somewhat fear of being alone. I'm an only child and its hard to depend upon my extended family at the moment since i'm closest with my 10 year old cousin who happens to think i'm a punching bag sometimes...plus people who are my friends and who i thought i knew...just a lie. Maybe i'm just jealous that they get to go outside and are invited to things while i rot away at home trying to figure out weapons proliferation and philisophical moments for school. Oh yeah and now i don't know what i'm going to do in the fall. I was planning on doing water polo and now...well we have no coach and no hope of finding one. so its either nothing or cross country and i don't think my knees can take that much pain. well thats enough for now. i'm thinking my mood could just be a sideeffect of the amazing headache i feel coming on...
Hola 08-06-05 23:39
i am from hillsboro...i'll be a senior. i'm counting down the days until i'll be free of bell schedules and immaturity...at least most of it. I'm not much of a meat eater. i overload my life...i have 5 cousins and a step-cousin and a whole lot of second and third cousins. i like history and i'm not too hot at math, no idea why i'm taking pre-calc independent study. one of my biggest pet peeves is people being disrepectful as well as people who don't pull thier own weight. i could go into the but yeah, lets just say people need to learn how to check thier e-mail
Hello, 08-06-05 23:22
My name is me. I'm new to elowel.